All Begins Here

It has been a long hard night for me
see-ing the familiar Nick of S onlined
was dilemma
should I message or not?
waited for almost one hour
end up
turning me down
alot of 1st moves I’d made
but I don’t know
what is in his mind
I dont know wheter he’s interested or not
trying hard not to committed
feels like
not being bothered
feels like
not being care-d
feels like
not being kan-cheong-ed anymore
feeling down again
what is wrong again?? damn
it’s already 11:07pm
bed time
and dont think
can get a good night wish even
wanted to msged
but Im afraid
so afraid that
Im bothering him
I like-ing him for all this while
I am stupid again =(
I couldnt stop myself missing
Couldnt stop myself thinking
and I really dont know what i can do
helpless~
feel so uneasy
without chatting
without caring him
without missing
……………….
I really really really really really really really ………..
miss
u
iammissingyou
was hoping something sweet and nice might happen onto me
but somehow I just feels like
Hope was just so empty
sweet talk ended
sweet caring ended
sweet sharing ended
iamjust dreaming….

It’s not everyday

that i find a person quite like you perfect every way

i finally found the nerve to confess that it’s you – that i want

i don’t care if i act a fool

i would damn near beg for you !

put aside, all my pride

so don’t keep me hanging here

cause this girl is falling stupid for you.. stupid for you..

the proper thing to do

is for me to act like a lady and wait

for you to make the first move

but i don’t think you’re getting the point that it’s you – that i want

i don’t care if i act a fool i would damn near beg for you

put aside, all my pride

so don’t keep me waiting here cause this girl is falling stupid for you!

oh, oh stupid for you

why’s it always feel like i am

chasing love when nothing’s there

and here i go just making the same mistake…

i’ve fallen stupid for you..