ok i dont think u didnt received my msg last night
but if u really want to say so
ok i accept it but i guess u had already read about it
but u just dont want to admit
is okie
i wont force u to admit it
it’s fine for me either =(
adn please dont try to explain so much
the more u explain the more i feel myself stupid
i know u might be lying
but what i can do is just act like i believes
actually i got lots of words to tell, to ask
but still end up i swollow all back into my stomach before it comes out from my hand * typing- msn chatting *
i guess i’ve already know what is in ur mind dii
i think no matter how hard is it
i need to try more harder to be strong
please dont simply drop down any tears in front of others
vivian tan shouldnt be so weak and fragile
haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh………………….
what’s wrong ler ?
i dont know what is going on right now
i am so sorry
i had already apologies so many times
i didnt mean to say I DONT CARE
i didnt plan to tell u all the bullshit
but…
is this what u plan to treat me?
if is yes, fine then
i am so tired, so so tired
not even a hi
not even a call
not even a smile when u look at me
not even…….argh i dont know
i hate the way u ignored me
i feel so….
please tell me what u want?
dont just ignore without any reason, i feel hurt
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FamousC, ignore the silly, stupid things that happens to me
last night was actually very fun ler
no worries
i am serious! =)
and thnx alot, alot, alot….
i didnt know i couldnt control
but i should have control ler haih
anyway thnx for inviting us there , serious
at least that’s much more better than i stayed home and cry alone =(
****
learned something new last night from J
” do u know why u feel tired? because u kept running on my mind. “
hahahaha
i actually like this
so sweet =P
thnx J for teaching me this hahaha

